Emotionality

emotionality: Noun- To be feeling emotional in ways that you do not normally feel emotional in. E.g: WHen you start to feel emotional over Pizza...

Yes, I am filled with emotionality. I cant really explain it. I have just been feeling a lot of emotions lately. And I think that I may want to change around my blog design... Again... for like the 17th time in as many weeks... I just cant seem to find one that I like for more than about 2 months... I need help. I think I have gone mental. Or something else... I just dont really know what to think anymore. I dont even know why I am feeling like this. I am having a blast at the school play, I have great friends and I keep making new ones. I just feel, different. Not necessarily ibn a bad way, just in a meh way... I dont know how to explain it but I really wanted to blog. I know I havent blogged in a long time but after my 100th post I just had nothing to talk about. I did keep looking at my answers though. While I was reading the part that was something like: kisses or hugs, stuff like that, I found myself imagining my perfect person. Not even necessarily a bf, but any friend in general, male or female. And I also realised that i dont really care if he/she is slightly taller than me, or if he/she hugs and doesn't usually kiss. I just want someone I can trust, someone who is there for me and who will not let me down. Someone i can love. I know this is really cliche and gooey and stuff, but sometimes I just need to let it out. I actually feel much better. I feel like the pictures says. The world is not bad, you just have to wear your happy glasses and see it through those! Because it will make it all better! And I promise I will try to post more often. Also I am sorry about not commenting. Again, I have been really busy. And sometimes I only have time to post, but you will be getting a comment from me soon!